I realized I feel completely calm after the initial sadness. Why worry about the Apocalypse once its underway? Dystopia is my “wheelhouse” and something which I am oddly adapted to handle. This is what I’ve trained for all this time. I don’t have to wonder and worry anymore about which timeline I’m in (the hell one), just harden down for a very long winter. Gonna read Radio Free Albemuth again. Aramchek forever!

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